my own wistfulness, turned against me
i said don't want to go back, but still it takes me
how do i explain to myself, when i won't listen
how do i convince myself, through blurry vision
it's too hard to go back, so i leave it all behind
and when i'm old with scratched bones and weak eyes
i'll think of it, i'll think of it
as a long drive home...
my own hopes and fears turned against me
they treat me like a means to an end
my own heart! has turned against me
do i need to explain why???
do i have to wait until i'm worn
and close to dust
to know the feeling of rust
on my bare skin
can i keep myself between the lines
will i stay on the road
can i live to see what's beyond me
with tunnel vision?
it's too hard to go back, so i leave it all behind
and when i'm old with scratched bones and weak eyes
i'll think of it, i'll think of it
as a long drive home...
Lo-fi experimental synth music from the Estonian producer and frequent Dean Blunt Collaborator, crafted in conjunction with a graphic novel. Bandcamp New & Notable Mar 24, 2024